i definitely am not keeping up. this week has been semi cool. it was relaxing and fun, and although everyone's stressing over finals. i don't think i have to worry much if at all. this weekend is vegas. i'm excited but i know it's going to be freakishly cold at 40 degrees being the warmest day. we'll see i just want to relax and do nothing.

i wish i could also go to SF. that would be fun. something new and something to enjoy.

i haven't gotten a gift for anyone yet. i'm sooo lame. i'm sure i'll be getting gifts on christmas eve still.

back to reading about asians =(

Journey- Don't Stop Believin...

wow.

This is insanely hard to start writing again. first thing is first. love you gretchen! i'm here for you.

Anyway, i'm so enjoying this semester, unfortunately it has to end next week. the teachers were awesome, and the classes were really interesting. i've definitely learned a lot about who i am and where i fall into place in the world. cheesy but it's true. Learning to be more open-minded has actually made me really happy. well either that or it's because i'm doing awesome this semester. This sounds dumb, but i'm also trying to regain my social skills. i've noticed that ever since i've gone to pcc, i became this anti-social person that didn't want to talk to anyone for fear of not wanting to leave them, but that doesn't mean that i have to shut everyone else out. i noticed this because before i was able to talk to new people i meet easily, but now it's hard to even think of something to say and then there's like a super awkward pause which i absolutely hate... slowly but surely i will become a chatterbox again!

There's definitely one thing that i want to do, and even make it my new year's resolution; start helping others by volunteering or just being there for them besides sitting at home and watching endless hours of tv.

Christmas is coming up and i'm excited but for the first time, i'm dreading the shopping, it's so amazing.

i was told that i was laid back yesterday. is that true? if so that would explain a lot of things.

By the way. i love that i got to hang out with gretchen over the weekend and everytime we hang out, we can always just pick up a conversation after not seeing each other for a year and talk like no time has past!<3

and so the blogging returns.

I'm officially blogging again. How exciting. This would be a good way to say what i feel. definitely no love posts. Who wants to read about Jonathan and I right? I agree... unless it's something awesome. No guarantees that this will be updated daily though.